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**Tears** Please don't tell me not to cry.Please don't there was a reason why.You don't know what I am feeling.Or how much
I hurt.The wet spots are from tears on the collar of his shirt.You think I should go on with life.Forget about it and
be strong.But deep down I am sad, and I don't want to go along.I don't expect you to understand why.For no apparent reason
I break down and start to cry.My life has changed forever. you see.And thats why I am not acting like the same ole me.So please
try not to act like nothing happened.Because it's changed my life forever.I will never be the same again.Not today,not tomorrow,but
never.The best thing you can do for me is just be there.Just like always, my friend.My heart is hurting bad.And it will never
mend....-Candice
-Broken Inside- By: Ashley
Broken inside I've always been,
Inside Im so mean.
A person who's lost her true self,
My whole life I've never truly been there,
But I just never seem to care.
I've been up, I've been down.
But never will I feel alive,
I sometimes find my-self sitting in bed with a knife,
Waiting for the day I'll have the guts, to make apear those deep cutts.
Broken inside I'll always be,
& nobody will ever see,
This is how I trully feel!
Everybody laughs & they don't believe,
that this world I want to leave.
I've cryed my-self to sleep many times,
Looking for an answer inside my soul,
But I've lost it.
Broken inside!
The day die, will people then believe that it wasn't a lie?
Or will they still not believe?
Im so tired of this life .. Im no longer scared .. And I never really cared ..
So maybe it's time to go?
Maybe then everyone will know!
-My Blood- By: Ashley
I want to splatter my vlood onto the walls, spill my blood to the floor.
Or just die and curl up into a ball,
Go to hell where there's open doors.
I just want to die,
see my life in rewind and take it all back!
I'd rather be able to not cry, but reality kicks in.
Im watching my blood trickle to the floor!
Staining the carpet and my bed sheets,
Just sitting here in some sort of daze.
I feel my body turning to ice cold,
Im slipping way from life!
My blood surrounds my body where I lay,
and now I close my eyes and take my last breath of life as I slipp away!
Looking down at my dead lifeless body, I say "Goodbye" to the world and drift into the sky!
-Writers Block- By: Candice
Writers block is what I have right now
I wish I
could go milk a cow
this isnt a poem just a silly rhym
just so I can pass the time
when will this writers block
go away
becuse I've got a lot to say
I wish that I could tell you all about it
but I have writers
block at the moment
to word it is the hardest part
excuse me I have to fart
huh,look at that my writers bloke
is gone
-The virgins Sex- By: Candice
kissing is a pleasure
fucking is a shame
one night of steamy sex
nine months of fucking pain
sitting in
a hospital
with out a babys name
guys call you cute
and call you fine
you end up with a baby they say
"its
not mine"
-Death- By: Candice
not a day goes by
when it seems i dont cry
thinking about you
and how i long to have you
before i go to sleep
i think about you
when im sleeping i dream of you
not seeming to care
theres nobody there
grim reaper if your
real
come and end the pain i feel
-Heart of Eyes- By: Candice
Did you ever look
Into the heart
Of someone's eyes?
You can see
The thoughts they seek.
The beautiful
past
So hidden with shame.
As temples of love
May never be.
-Laying in Bed- By: Ashley
Laying in bed all I do is cry,
Thinking why do I live why can't I just die?
Laying in bed I pray to be killed,
'Cause the life I want will never be furfilled!
Laying in bed I look at the walls,
tears flowing from my eyes as my heart falls.
Laying in bed wondering if my life is worth it to live,
to get out of this world there's nothing I wouldn't give!
Laying in bed wondering if I'll ever find a true love,
An angel seeming as if he was sent from above!
Laying in bed wishing someone would save me,
but it just wasn't meant to be!
So, I continue to lay in bed every night,
Waiting for the day I die waiting for the day I no longer have to fight!
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